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State of Desperation
03:28
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Burn down the place where they force feed lies and show no sympathy. Watch them as they try to escape, running around, panicking and screaming. Voices grow loud as the fire gets higher and higher, brighter and brighter. Skin peels, lives gone. Which is what I wanted all along and truly desired. This is the end of days. Extermination. Soon I’ll be thrown away. Isolation. Breathe in the smoke from the flame. Inhalation. They all fall to the state of desperation. This is the end. Your souls all begin to descend toward the depths of hell, and some day mine as well. But until then, I watch as the walls cave in. I stand by with a grin as they suffer because I despise their lives. Never again will they pray. Never again will they… and I despise their lives. Never again will they pray… and at the end of it all. I watched it all crumble to dust.
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Illusive
03:37
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Blood shot eyes, I’ve been hardly sleeping. Losing time, my senses slowly slipping. Opened eyes, my mind starts to deceive me every time. I can’t seem to get a grip. This feeling I have I can’t fix. Something is taking over me. Beginning of my misery. I start to lose my fucking mind, lost control of everything. Eyes can’t close, I’ve hardly blinked. I can’t even run or fucking hide, exposed to a false reality panicking as I over-think. I feel awry, I’m not alright. What is happening? Something’s crawling under -I feel awry, I’m not alright. What is happening? Something’s crawling under me. Silhouettes appear then vanish right before my eyes. Can’t comprehend it so I start to panic. Breathe in deep, I think the room is closing in on me. My ears are ringing loudly, music creeps hauntingly beautiful harmonies. I can’t seem to get a grip. This feeling I have I can’t fix. Something is taking over me. Beginning of my insanity. It’s only getting louder. I find myself wondering on the edge of despair thinking ‘how did I get here?’ I find myself wondering on the edge of despair thinking ‘how did I get here?’ I’m seeing things no one should see, I’m hearing things no one should hear, help me. I’m seeing things no one should see, I’m hearing things no one should hear, help me. I bash my skull into the fucking wall. I bash my skull until I can’t feel at all.
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Breaking Point
03:31
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Stay the fuck away I’m at my breaking point. Come close and you will see I am something to avoid. This is what you get you stupid piece of shit. I’ll break your fucking neck you should have listened. I am beyond stressed, my life’s a goddamn mess, so why should I care if I have nothing left. Watch your damn step. Don’t fucking test me. I’m close to the edge so don’t tempt me bitch. I hate everything. I hate everyone. The weight of the world always falls on my shoulders. Every time I get right back up, I crumble. When I feel I have my balance, I stumble. I’m sick of living with this constant struggle I find myself tossing and turning trying to close my eyes. They’re burning. I can’t seem to sleep and when I do, I dream of something chasing me. Pull out my teeth. I just want to sleep. Stay the fuck away don’t even look my way. It’s hard to concentrate when I just want to break everything. I just want to be alone don’t you dare come close to me. I don’t want to hurt someone unless they bring it out of me. I am at my breaking point. Can’t you see I’m not okay? I don’t want to hurt someone so please just get the fuck away. Im fucking warning you I fucking promise you. But it is nothing new. This is the way it’s been and it makes me sick. I just want to close my eyes and forget that I exist.
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Writhe
03:53
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There’s something broken I can feel it inside of me. I can’t resist the urge to put you through agony. Hate has taken over me. You’re hoping it’s a dream but this is reality. You pray for God, but there’s no one answering. Now, watch me slip further into insanity. Don’t you ever think for a second that you’ll get away. I will never let that happen, you will die today. I want to see exactly how much pain you can take making you bleed. I’ll have you screaming until you fucking break. I want you to understand I’m sick, I’m twisted, I’m fucked in the head. I don’t, I don’t feel. I don’t feel, I never will. I don’t… This world turned me into what I am today. I don’t feel… My distaste for life will never change. People like you helped made me like this, heartless, reckless, careless. I’ve always thrived in darkness. I’ll break you, I hate you, fuck you. No one in this world can save you. You’re hopeless, worthless, helpless. Now sit still so we can start this… First I will break your arms and legs, twisting and bending them to reform the human design. Then, I will take both my thumbs and I will dig them into your fucking eyes… And I will rip your tongue right out of your god damn mouth and watch the blood pour down. You should’ve known there is no God because if there was, you’d be saved by now. Once you lose your mind you don’t care who fucking dies. I’ve lost all emotion. I don’t, I don’t feel. I don’t feel, I never will. I don’t…I stand and observe as you bleed out. I don’t feel. Another number just got added to the body count. A few more seconds you’ll be left to rot in this place. You’re slowly fading as death stares you in the face. I don’t… You are pale white your body’s weakening. I don’t feel. They don’t want to see what I’ve done, It’s sickening.
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Relapse
00:51
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(interlude)
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Harsh Reality
04:04
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I fucking hate that I can't go back before this relapse. Before my mind collapses yet again. I'm on the edge of a cliff wondering ‘What if i decide to die’ No goodbye. I'm at the end of my life. I can't help but feel like i am always wrong. Dead inside… I can't go on. Not this time. I can't go on. I've watched it all bury me…Can't see the good in anything, always in disbelief. Pain is such great relief I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I am forever numb trying my best, but i just can't seem to forget and overcome. All i have is the pessimist in me. Am I just too far gone? In my eyes, this world is obscene, cold, dark and forever fucked. I just wish that i could close my eyes without picturing my own demise. I hope one day there comes a time where i can say I'm glad I'm alive, I just wish that day would come now… Sustain me from my thoughts somehow. Can we please just speed up time? I am patient but slowly losing my mind. They say it gets better but, do they know for real? Because it's been years… Can't change how i feel. Am i just too impatient? More than i have thought… I feel like i have waited for far too long. I try to see positivity in this harsh reality. I try to be the best i can be but the world is draining me. I lie awake in bed at night in hope for another life.
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Walking alone I come across your brand new home. You thought you got rid of me. Walking upstairs I find you sleeping and myself as I stare. Things just got interesting. Open your eyes. Standing above you a man who lost his mind. I’ve crossed the borderline of insanity. Taking my time, I stab repeatedly, digging the blade further than it needs to be. Blood is dripping. Blood is dripping down my face. Soon you will be…will be in a better place. Taken from me…a final breath you will breathe. A sound so chilling and yet so satisfying. Death always pollutes my mind twenty-four-seven. All the fucking time without question. Dig out your eyes, no hesitation. Words can’t describe no explanation. There’s no turning back for me I can feel it I’m fucking broken. I claim this insanity. This fucked up world tore me open. Complete extermination. Dispose the corpse, rid the earth of all the remains. This isn’t mere destruction, this is annihilation. My hands are weak from all the hacking and sawing to pieces. The outlooks bleak…Eradicate all that was and hope nothing goes missing…No one will know what I’ve done.
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Defiler
04:11
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Eyes open I see what they don’t. Misguided human beings hands nailed closed. They’re following as they weep. Begin the execution hastily destroy the remnants of this dying breed, there is no God there’s only misery. Enslave the earth, usher into the dark genocide. Destroying innocence with a fatal touch. Annihilate everything. Fuck you if you don’t believe. Asphyxiate everyone, kill in the name of the son. Controlling the minds of a frail kind. The earth is set for damnation. Incinerate all that opposes you. And your bigotry. This is a safety net thread together by the fear of death Burn them. Oblivious to the nature of trust crimson is drenched upon millions. You pray to spare your life and yet we all die.
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Mental Collapse
03:49
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Trapped inside seething frustration. Rotting away like the time that I wasted. It’s all I know,
permanent hesitation. I’ve come to peace with it and I fucking hate it. Oh, I’ve wasted so much precious time. Blow out my fucking brains at midnight. I am no longer holding on… Is it too late to shake this feeling? Would things be different if I tried? I’m at the end my time is fleeting i’m bleeding out lies. My whole life’s in disguise. The hourglass is tipping It has fallen on its side. No second chance is coming I have wasted so much time. Is this what happens to all who sit still? Stuck over thinking the past…No turning back I am trapped in this hell. How could this happen so fast? Pierced in my skull are these vile thoughts. Leaving me dreading my life until I rot. Mental collapse is imminent. Failure, regret laced with contempt. It’s so familiar…I just like to be inside my head. My thoughts are never ending, things that fill me up with regret. They are never fading. Why? Over time obsession stirs my head. It just keeps on digging. I always pictured a different end. But I like to day dream..
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Human extinction, abrupt suffocation, this is the end of all life as we know it. Revocation of the right to stay alive. Tonight mankind’s demise arrives. We’re better off dead. Bow down before the one who will bring peace by ending prolonging existence and erase the human race. Bathe the world in flames, forget each name, of the lives taken. The world is forsaken. Pollute the world and plague it with fumes, Intoxicate the air they’re breathing. Embrace impending doom, realize that life has no meaning. We’re all fucking dead, no sign of deliverance, we’re better off dead. No chance we’ll get out of this, suffering begins and soon all that once lived will be nothing more than dust in dirt. Profound feelings of hate surface and bring forth the end. Which I have waited for. Remaining patiently for the end as bodies all around me just collapse and burn. A mass of worthless beings lay dead on a wasteland. A ground they once walked upon. Termination of humanity, extinguish all the insanity delivered by generations of scum. Erase what they’ve done, erase one by one. Welcome human extinction. Return to dust. Eradication. Now that we’re gone life doesn’t give a fuck.
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