Trapped inside seething frustration. Rotting away like the time that I wasted. It’s all I know,
permanent hesitation. I’ve come to peace with it and I fucking hate it. Oh, I’ve wasted so much precious time. Blow out my fucking brains at midnight. I am no longer holding on… Is it too late to shake this feeling? Would things be different if I tried? I’m at the end my time is fleeting i’m bleeding out lies. My whole life’s in disguise. The hourglass is tipping It has fallen on its side. No second chance is coming I have wasted so much time. Is this what happens to all who sit still? Stuck over thinking the past…No turning back I am trapped in this hell. How could this happen so fast? Pierced in my skull are these vile thoughts. Leaving me dreading my life until I rot. Mental collapse is imminent. Failure, regret laced with contempt. It’s so familiar…I just like to be inside my head. My thoughts are never ending, things that fill me up with regret. They are never fading. Why? Over time obsession stirs my head. It just keeps on digging. I always pictured a different end. But I like to day dream..
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from Desolation,
released January 10, 2020
Music and Lyrics: Aaron Cuenca
Lyrics: Michael Salazar
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